theres a "50 things you must do before you die" list
& honestly not one thing looked interesting enough

if i die, but somehow could come back in spirit & tell another what to do before their death, i'd probably say "always have clean bed sheets" and "wear comfy socks",
with saying that, i love clean sheet day ! something about getting into a crisply washed bed linen set really starts of your great night dreaming.
& as for the socks, who wouldn't say the same ?

so... zero out of 50 things to do, makes me want to do them.
should i just skip it all & go straight to the dying ?

i felt pretty self-conscious today

i tied my hair up today & my fringe wasn't falling out (for once) & people told me i "look different", "look better" and it apparently it "suits me"

not to mention my mother said that it "makes you look smart"
not makes you look smarter but just smart.

so like; i didn't look smart before ? aw.

watching Masterchef makes me hungry

im running out of Kleenex tissues. damn it
& also.

i want peoples opinions on my writing so i can make any tweaks\, but its personal and im not even sure i want everybody to know about it.

im not scared of rejection, its okay if they dont like it, but im nervous about it revealing too much about me.
oh dear, i feel vulnerable.
but i think ill just stick to my selected few who i've let read my first draft (:
they may be my fans, critics, unbiased readers and soundboard all in one.............plz
Marvin, the Paranoid Android.
-sometimes i feel like this guy, google him. he's from Hitchhikers (:

somebody said to me "amanda, you're all text and no talk!"

don't all letters form words which result in the entire point of talk & text; a conversation ?
msn, mobiles, facebook... i suppose nothing can beat face to face. and no, webcam does not count

but seriously ! as if snap at me like that. words and words !
maybe ill just ignore you altogether.

3000 words what ?

anyway

all these people i know are getting together & creating these cute little couples and it makes me all warm & fuzzy just to look at them. sigh & say 'awwh'
but ive noticed, birds of a feather REALLY DO flock together.

blacks with blacks
yellow with yellows
white with white underneath the fluro orange fake tan
yellow with black ?
uh what? sorry did you just list an interracial pair? amanda you silly girl, how could you possibly think of such a thing.... oh sorry, my mistake

dont deny the little racist within !

working on my major project for extension 2 english & it is slowly zapping out my brains.

just imagine trying to write 3000 words within a week, while juggling sentence composition & "creative" thoughts at the same time as well as mentally selecting which event is more significant and powerful to write about....all the while trying to hold down some tears.

hi im amanda
i can drink my cuppa tea whilst weightlifting with my right hand and holding a book in my left. I can also wash the dishes, wash the dog and hang the laundry all at the same time.

pfft, what can YOU do.